dilema..

I'm an active girl who likes sport so much..I'm an athlete and a basketballer at my school...so,my problem is..I dont know wheater I want to be an athlete on the next year or not..huhu..mybe,when I join Smeshian Track&Field team,I cant go to SQL at miri..I dont want it happen 4 the 2nd time..This year I really dissapointed bcoz I cant go to basketball zon SQL at Kuching bcoz I have to go to MSSD sport..huhu..I want to quit from being an athlete but I cant..but,in a same time a also want to join pheonix basketballer..hmm..I just see wat happen laa...this takes a long time for me to think about it and make right decision..:(